My addiction

I have a problem with addiction. I think it isn't that bad but anyone that knows me would disagree. This isn't a normal addiction, it isn't drugs, cigarettes, alcohol or anything like that, it is actually a little embarrassing really. I'm not the type of person that usually does something because everyone else is doing it. I like to be different. I really tried extremely hard to stay away from this. I didn't want to like it as much as i did. I tried to make myself hate it but it just wasn't possible. The first time that i was exposed to it i was hooked. I have never been the same since.

I am addicted to twilight. Yes that's right i have an addiction to the twilight saga. I know it is sad. Like i said i didn't want to like it, mainly because it was the big thing i didn't go and watch it at the movies i didn't hire out the DVD i didn't read the books even though a few people tried to make me read them. One night my sister got the DVD and i had nothing better to do so i thought i would watch it just to prove to myself that i wouldn't like it. From that second on i was hooked. the next day i went out and brought all the books and read them in 3 1/2 days. i think i only slept for a few hours in between books. i didn't put the book down until it was finished. I got the DVDs ( 3 disc special addition) and watch the DVD most days.

Before this i hadn't read a book since i was at school other then pregnancy books.

Last night i went and watched twilight at the movies because i didn't see it there when it came out. I wanted to watch the midnight showing of new moon but to my disappointment it had sold out before i got a chance to watch it. So first thing this morning i went and watched new moon at the cinemas. It was amazing. I had the best day. I wore my team Jacob shirt and has my new moon popcorn and drink. Got the best seat. I didn't want it to finish. I definitely recommend everyone watch it.

I really have no idea why i like it as much as i do. I have never been this obsessed about anything before. I think it was because i watched the movie and read the books about a month after the boys were born. It was the first thing that i found could completely take my mind of my crappy life. When i was reading it i wasn't me anymore, i was in Bella's head, it was my escape. It was so nice and i got to feel that again today watching new moon. I wasn't sad all day, i really did have a great day today. That hasn't happened in a long time.

Sorry for this being so long and random but i just wanted to share my escape.