So my life has been a bit full on lately whick you have heard about in my last post so i havent has much time to come on here and read  blogs. Im sure i have been missing some of them so if i have missed anything important i am sorry. I am trying to get on as much as possible but it has been quite difficult. It is going to be even harder from now on because i am not going to have the internet anymore :( but for a very good reason. I am MOVING OUT!! Tomorrow i am moving into a little unit on my own. I am so excited. It has been over 2 years since i have lived on my own and i cant wait to have my own space again. I am the type of person who loves to live alone. I think this is going to be really good for me, getting back to 'normal', working, living in my own place. the down side to this is not getting to see my niece as much nd not having the internet. i never used to use the computer and the internet at all before i lost the boys but then when i lost them i couldnt sleep so one night i decided to look up everything i could find on stillbirth and try to find reasons for why it happened and after that night i was hooked to the net. I found this blogging community and i really thing tht it was this blog and all of your blogs that got me through the first few lonely months. So having to be without it is going to be difficult.

I am going to appologise in advance if i miss anything or any birthdays/aniversaries. I am always thinking about all of you and your babies and i am going to try and keep up with everything.

Well enough blabbering on from me for now. I have to go and pack all of my things, i have had a week to pack and have left all of the packing for the night before.

Xxx